Thursday, March 4, 2010

All these crazy people need to chill

I'm sick of all the bad news! i cant even turn on my TV without seeing all the horrible, people expect perfect but its not even possible look at what we do to one another every day. I'm a freshman in high school and you wouldn't believe how hard people are. Have you ever seen someone laugh at the death of someones mother or child, father or grandparent?! It's awful to see a person feed off pain like that. Just a year ago i lost my grandmother and soon after my 19 year old cousin. I know the pain. I know the feeling of having to be the strong one, not wanting to cry, show fear. IT HURTS! They say global warming or the dying economy will end this world. Well, maybe but only after we kill each other. I'm 16, I'm the future of all this. Thank you i just LOVE how you've set it up!
comfort
there are things that comfort me like rain, counting the stars and drawing...

today i realized that words dont comfort me
people say "its gonna be ok" all the fing time and if you havnt figured it out yet its never ok lies are wut this world was built on without lies the world would fall apart (dont lie kids)

trust comes slightly easy for me because with listening to others secrets and lives i guess my mind trys to make room

hving people to hold is agift. a gift that not everyone has. we have sisters brothers aunts uncles moms dads that should be good enough huh?

i wish that life would come easier for some people who work as hard as they do and are at ends with life
i wish people like myself who whine and complain about wut they hav in life would just shut the f up
AMEN JIMI